Tuesday, 16 February 2010

These jeans were made to fit me....and that's just what they'll do....either these will fit me or I'll walk all over you! (with my layers of fat)

My jeans don't fit and I have nothing to wear! What the hell is with me? I have no will power whatsoever, may as well make me twice as big now, I deserve it. What happened? Next year I demand there will be no Christmas, before that things were going okay, I was incredibly naive however at least I was happy. Now losing however many lbs seems impossible, I simply need to regain control and re-start this whole experience. Which means for the rest of the day I'm going to try and start eating "normally" ekkk! I don't think there's such a thing anymore.

Apparently it takes 20 minutes after eating to realise how full you are, which means you could have a full stomach and still be stuffing your face! Yuck.

All I want is to look smoking hot in some short-shorts for the summer. That is my aim.

Wish me luck for fitting into my jeans (: xxx
Stay stronger then me, please, I wouldn't wish this anguish on anybody!

Saturday, 13 February 2010

Nice to be noticed

Sorry I haven't posted in a long time, I've been trying to be thinner and so far its working. Somehow I got through the fast, and settled my diet down from there. Today I'm feeling quite ill and plan to have pieces of one apple all through the day. Wish me luck.
Yesterday my brother said i was "just bones", I was completely thrilled, although I know I'm no where near "just bones" it nice to be noticed.
It's half term, so my skinnie minnies let your hair done and have a laugh, we all deserve it (:
Stay strong x