Initially I had plans to go into town with a small group of friends, where we'd all probably go to lunch and spend the whole day slowly mopping around, laughing and not doing anything in particular at all. When I woke up early to take a cold shower, I thought to myself, what's the point? I can have a much more efficient day exercising and eating a maximum of 400 calories, so I choose Ana, it's the only way for me really. I know I need to make more of an effort with my friends, though if it jeopardises my relationship with Ana, I'd rather not.
I can fully express the way I feel on this blog, without having to worry about being caught out by something I say. The other day, a girl was walking past, and I just thought her normal however my friend was amazed at her thinness,, weird?? :L The support I get just gets me through, allows me to show a part of myself that no-one else gets to see.
So far.
2 coffees
Small piece of bread, I'll work that off though.
Stay strong x
Hey dear, thanks for the comment (:
ReplyDeleteSuccessfully completed a 48 hour fast, and I think I'll do another 24 hour one from now!
And I would absolutely love to be at the weight you're at right now (: 46kgs, yes please!
~Twigs.
xx.